A
youth,
Prince Shrona, was initiated by Buddha. The people in the capital could
not believe it. No one had ever imagined that Shrona would become a
bhikkhu, a monk. Buddha’s monks could not believe it either, their eyes
were popping out when Shrona came and fell at Buddha’s feet and said,
”Initiate me, make me a bhikkhu.”
Shrona was an
emperor,
and a famous emperor. He was famous for indulgence. His royal palace
had the most beautiful women of that era. His palace had the finest
wines, gathered from every corner of the world. Celebration went on all
night long, he slept all day. He was so drowned in indulgence that no
one had ever thought he could imagine becoming a sannyasin. When he
climbed the steps he didn’t have railings put up, but had naked women
stand there. He would climb the stairs putting his hand on their
shoulders. He made his house into a heaven. His palace was such that
gods in heaven would be jealous.
The bhikkhus asked Buddha, ”We can’t believe it, Shrona being initiated!”
Buddha said, ”Whether you believe it or not, I knew he was going to
take sannyas. To tell you the truth it is for him that I came to the
capital today. What goes to one extreme will go to the other extreme
too. Indulgence is one extreme, he did that completely. Now there is no
way to move further there, no way to satisfy the ego. He has whatever is
possible in that world. Now a wall has come in front of the ego, where
can the ego go now? The ego demands more. Now there isn’t any more, so
the ego must return, must go back in the opposite direction. When the
pendulum of a clock goes all the way to the right, it must return
towards the left. Then it goes all the way to the left and has to return
again to the right. When the pendulum of a clock is going to the left,
remember that it is gathering momentum to go to the right. And when it
is going to the right it is gathering momentum to go to the left. One
who has a subtle vision will be able to see this. One who goes into
extreme indulgence will one day go into extreme yoga.
Buddha said, ”Wait a few days, you will see the truth of what I am saying.”
And people saw. The other
#bhikkhus
walked on a well paved road, but Shrona walked through thorns and
brush, his feet became drenched in blood. When the sun was hot the other
bhikkhus sat in the shade of the trees. Shrona would stand in the sun.
The other bhikkhus wore clothes, he used only a loin cloth. And it
seemed as if he was eager to drop the loin cloth too. Then one day he
did drop it. The other bhikkhus ate once a day, Shrona ate only once in
two days. The other bhikkhus ate sitting down. Shrona ate standing up.
The other bhikkhus kept a bowl, Shrona didn’t keep even a bowl, only his
hand... he ate only the food that fit in his hand. His beautiful body
shrivelled. Previously people used to come from miles around to see his
body. His face had been very charming, immensely beautiful. After he had
been a bhikkhu for three months anyone who saw him would not recall
that this was Emperor Shrona. His feet became blistered, his body became
black, he shrivelled and became just bones. And he went on disciplining
himself.
Buddha said, ”Do you see bhikkhus, I had told you that
what goes to one extreme, will go to the other extreme! It is difficult
to stop in the middle, because the middle is the death of the ego.”
Then Shrona stopped eating. Then he stopped taking water. He continued
from one extreme to another. It seemed he would be a guest on this earth
only two or three more days, then die. This is when Buddha went to his
door, to the tree under which he had built a hut to rest in. He was
lying down. Buddha said to him, ”Shrona, I have come to ask you
something. I have heard that when you were an emperor you had a passion
for playing the veena, and that you were very skilled at playing it,
that you took great interest in the veena. I have come to ask you a
question: when the strings of the veena are very loose, will music arise
or not?”
Shrona
said, ”What are you talking about? You know it well, if the strings are
very loose music cannot arise, they cannot even sound a twang.”
Buddha said, ”Then I ask you this: if the strings are tightened too much will music arise or not?”
Shrona said, ”If they are tightened too much the strings will snap,
music will not arise, only the sound of snapping strings will arise. How
can music arise from the sound of an instrument breaking?”
Then
#Buddha
said, ”I have come to remind you. Just as you have experienced the
veena, I experience the veena of life. I say unto you, if the strings of
life are very tight music does not arise, and if the strings of life
are very loose, again music does not arise. The strings need to be in
the middle Shrona, neither too tight nor too loose. The greatest skill
of a musician is in bringing the strings exactly to the middle, this is
what is meant by tuning an instrument.”
This is why when you see
Indian classical music, it takes half an hour or an hour to tune the
instruments. Tuning instruments is a great art. To bring the strings to
that middle point where it cannot be said that they are too loose or too
tight, one needs great skill, a very sensitive ear. Only a connoisseur
of music is able to tune.
”The veena of life is exactly the
same,” Buddha said, ”It is enough Shrona, wake up now. I was waiting to
let you come to the extreme. At first your strings were very loose, now
you have tightened them too much. Music didn’t happen then, nor does it
happen now: are you experiencing samadhi? What is all this that you are
doing? Previously you stuffed yourself, now you are fasting to death.
Previously you never went barefoot, if you went anywhere the road was
covered with velvet. And now if the path is good you will not move on
it. You move in the brush, in the thorns, on rough, rugged paths.
Perhaps previously you had never drunk water but only wine. Now you are
afraid to drink even water! Now you want to avoid water too. Previously
at your house incomparable meat dishes were prepared, now you are not
ready even to eat dry bread. See how you have moved from one extreme to
the other? That extreme was unmusical, this too is unmusical. I call out
to you: Now is the time, come to the middle.”
Tears began to flow from Shrona’s eyes. He became alert. He saw his situation.
And as soon as someone comes to the middle, the ego dies – it cannot
live. The ego is a disease, the ego can exist only if your mind is sick.
The life of the ego comes out of your being sick, and extremes are the
secret of your being sick.